Hello ldckay and welcome to Cancer Chat.

I'm sorry to hear that your foster carer passed away from cancer two years ago.

While I can't tell you whether learning that your foster carer passed away exactly two years ago is a sign from her, I want to point out that we have many threads here on the subject, one that comes to mind is Signs from loved ones who passed. I thought I might share it so that you know you're not alone.

The other thing I wanted to mention, as you said you haven't dealt with your grief until recently, is a page from our website that addresses coping with grief, which might be of some help as you go along.

I hope reading these bring you some comfort, ldckay.

Wishing you all the best,

Renata, Cancer Chat Moderator