Hello All,

Posted here a few years back when my dad died from cancer within two weeks of diagnosis, never found the primary site. Since then we have lost anther family member to oesphageal cancer and now my father in law is in the care of a palliative community care team after cancer was found in his liver and lungs.

I'm just struggling to proces all this, three loved ones will likely be lost in the space of 6 years and I now just look at those I care about and wonder who will be next.

Anyone else have this dread fear of cancer and how can we learn to live alongside that fear?

Love to everyone here & thanks
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