I'm so sorry Eimhin. I lost my dad last week and it does feel surreal. How can such a ridiculous concept even be possible. I have nothing helpful to say but I'm really sorry you're going through this.

I'm so sorry Eimhin. I lost my dad last week and it does feel surreal. How can such a ridiculous concept even be possible. I have nothing helpful to say but I'm really sorry you're going through this.

I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your Dad. I agree it's like a dream a bad dream. My husband was diagnosed 4 years ago. He even was sent for HIPE treatment to try and prolong his life. It maybe helped as he got 2 more years. Scarily be had absolutely no symptoms until he suffered an episode of sepsis as the tumour had already broken through the bowel wall. He was the best partner u could wish for. After both coming out of diaster marriages. We were lucky to have each other for 34 years. 

I hope u have the support around you . Like yourself I've no words of wisdom but message any time. M