Hi all, my Nanny died on New Years ever just gone (2021).
we only found out 11 days prior that a lump she had was cancer. Very rare & very aggressive. Hardly has anytime to come to terms with it before she was gone.
I'd been visiting her every day in the Carehome she liked in & was there alone with her at the very end holding her hand.
I cried at the time while talking to her & as she passed but since then I don't seem to be able to connect it with the fact she's gone.
we are arranging her funeral & have collected all her belongings & still I don't seem to be able to cry.
for some reason I'm suppressing my emotions.
any advice?
