Feels strange that I now have to say my husband died last year, and it's not even been a year since he died, I miss him so much ,didn't celebrate Christmas or new year just tried to keep them as normal days spent alot of it in bed to sleep so I didn't have to keep reminding what day was on, kids felt same gave them money so they could buy what they wanted as they weren't in mood to celebrate, Been also trying to keep busy and my mind focusing on something else even that's getting hard to do.
