My strong mum is gradually slipping away she had the driver put in her arm today for the pain she's been my rock we lost me brother and my dad 2 years ago of cancer now I'm gonna lose her I'm afraid of losing her I really don't know what I'm gonna do the cancer is in her kidneys bowel lung and brain she ain't got long now I think I'm in denial just hoping she gonna get better But I know deep down she won't I know my dad  wants. Her with him but I don't want to let her go