hi, my husband is on EOL care with stage 4 brain tumour was given 6weeks to live in February but still here fighting. Had to go into respite care a few weeks ago due to having tia's and aggressive behaviour but thought it was all sort with medication changes etc. Came home (his wish is to die at home) 48hrs ago and has kicked me, punched me, spat medication out amongst other things. Today care providers and our palliative care nurse came as an emergency and have suggested that he really needs for both our safety to go into a nursing home as I cannot provide his 24hr needs on my own as the tumour placement is causing a lot of problems. I'm absolutely devastated and after looking after him for 13montjs on my own feel so guilty about even considering this let alone doing it ! Yet I know realistically it's the best and safest thing to do. Does anyone have any experience or advice for me I would be so grateful to hear any. Lots of love xx