Walking around in a daze and jumping ahead to the end is exactly what I done trying to list in my head what I had to get sorted out, going over the difficult conversations we were going to have. To do this is ok it's only natural we are 2 1/2 months in now and I don't think like this anymore so give yourself time you will adjust. Like you we have a three year old grandson who is my husband's best friend so I am especially trying to take lots of phots of them together as I never want him to forget my husband. Be kind to yourself one day at a time. Hope you get some answers on Wednesday. Let me know

Im so sorry i know how you are feeling. The thought of him not being by my side is killing me. I feel like ill probably die of a broken heart. I the same thought my husband was invinceable always thought ill go first. Awww huni im so so sad too my heart breaks for us both and everyone who faces the person we love the most. Your not alone im here for you . Wekeep intouch and support each other. Let me know how your day went . Sending you lots of love 

Well they cancelled my husband appointment. The doctor called and wants him to have blood test and the specialist are gonna look at his scans again. Im really worried there not doing all this quick enough . Tme is of the essence i would think. Is thid normsl ?

They will need to look at all the results and scans so that they will know the correct treatment pathway for your husband. Try not to worry

Hi

Sorry for late reply we have had a bad couple of days with Ian's sickness.

He's meds have been changed again so far so good  .He really needs to start eating but as you can guess when you have nausea you don't feel like eating.

How are things for you and your husband ?

Thankyou for your lovely kind message I have sent you a friend request so we can chat whenever you want speak soon Marie x

Hi the nurse called us today and said there going yo offer my husband something called sirt. Its a type of radiation. We have started a cancer free diet. Just praying it gives us more time. x

My prayers are with you stay strong tough days ahead for you both but keep talking and making memories

Hi 

I'm very sad to inform you my beautiful strong husband passed away 3 rd June He fought it to the very end 

I am heartbroken I loved him more than life itself 

I hope everything works out for you I really do 

There's one bit if advice I can give you don't ever let the medical team I mean all of them even down to the ward nurses keep you in the dark ask as many questions as you can make sure you get the answers

Even Ian said he didn't think he was treat how he should have been the family also agrees 

I have already had the dietician o  the phone trying to pass the buck 

I told her I will take it further what ever it takes not just her the whole team 

Please stay strong and postive 

Take care 

Marie x

My husband has been diagnosed with terminal cancer, he says 3rd time unlucky. He is incredibly how he copes with all the treatments . I try very hard being as brave as him, it is a very lonely place, but I have a lovely family but they all live very far away.