After my father having covid and him being in hospital for 3 months he survived it but only to be told he has advanced colorectal cancer which has spread to his abdomen and now has a build up of fluid in his stomach. An 48 hour referral has been done for the hospice. Everything is moving so quick I have dived in to the caring role and do everything for him. I know it final stages.  Today was the only day I was stuck for words and I couldn't give him the answers I began to understand what "burnout" means just numb , angry and tired I have been on auto pilot for weeks having a can do attitude trying to keep all our heads above water ... I mean how do u have a break or time for your self when You get an intense week of phone calls , appointments, poor health , side effects of covid jab ... pass the wine ‍♂️