[[]]I'm 2004 me and my 4 brothers lost our 40yr old mum to bowel cancer.... 

The nightmare that I thought I would never have to go through again has happened...

 September 2019 my oldest 35yr old brother (dad of 3 kids and a little girl on the way) finds out he has bowel cancer, a devastating blow for my brother..
4 days before his treatment was about the start October the 25th my brother had a bad stoke and 3 days later the doctors had to remove a peice of his skull to save his life.

Because of the stroke he can't really talk or understand too much but he is in pain and gets very agitated. 

It now breaks my heart to say that we received the devastating news that there is nothing else that can be done to save my brother as the cancer has spread. Seeing him pain is horrible, To see my strong brother going through this breaks my heart every day. 

He once told me he doesn't want to die!

I wish there was something we can do and one day find a cure for this horrible disease.

I love my brother I will treasure the moments we have left! X