Hello I dont normally do this but I don't know who I can speak to and get my feelings/ thoughts off my chest. 

I am trying to stay "strong" for my family sake as my dad is the one going through this. 

I just can't help but worry. I am a natural worrier always have been!.

I should be thankful its been caught early and its treatable ect but I'm finding it hard to see my dad go through this. He is very upbeat as he's that kinda of person to. I am 400 miles away from him and I hate it I can't be there physically with him to help him ect. 

Please tell me this gets easier I am trying to be strong im just worried i want to take it away from him. I feel bad for venting but like I said I dunno who else to turn to.