I Feel Almost Lost And Alone, I Am Not Entirely Sure How To React, We Know That He Could Die In Either A Couple Months Or If The Best Case In Scenario Happens Two Years. As You Can Guess That Isn't Exactly The Best New, I Suppose That My Dad Has Lived A Good Life. But I Can't Help But Feel Dreadful About His Passing, Having Already Been Suffering With Both Bad Moods And Being Very Anxious About Everything Prior. This Kind Of Added. I Can't Help But Feel As Though He's Leaving Too soon, But I Suppose That He Is Sixty Two, So Thats A Relatively Long Life To Live. My Dad Was Also Sick Around 8 Years Ago, Which Sounds Like A Long Time, Although It Feels As Though It Was Extremely Recent. He Had Double Neunomia, I Am Not Sure If my Spelling Of That Was Entirely Accurate, He Was Thought To Have Meant To Pass Away Then. But Luckily He Did Not... He Has Been The fittest He's Ever been In Old Age Than He Had Ever Been Before, According To Himself That Is. I Am Not Particuarly Syre How To Cope With This In A Healthy Mannor.
