I'm so sorry. I don't think anyone understands how traumatic it is going through it until it happens. My dad has also been very angry at times and shouting at people and calling them stupid which is not in character for him at all. It really is awful seeing someone you love deteriorate so much. It sounds like he is very lucky to have you and your mum taking such great care of him.
 

had the doctors told you how long they thought he might have when he was diagnosed originally? Did he have many symptoms? I hope you don't mind the questions. 

Yes, it is very traumatic.. sorry to hear about your dad, yes not in my dads character either.. no, my dad didnt take the biopsy so we didnt know how long. He had sore back for a few months before being diagnosed and then just a month before diagnosed he had stomach pain,  so that's why he went to doc.. the last 2 weeks have been hard, all you can do is be there.. and remember to tell nurse/ doctor everything as they can up morphine etc..to make them more comfortable.. that's all we can do.. but I dont think my dad has long, as hasn't had a drink for a day. A lollipop is good, dip it in water to wet their lips. I spray lavender into the room, and today I played calming bird song on YouTube. My dad loved being outdoors so I thought I would take outdoors inside.  But dont worry everyone is different, my dads brother had the same and only lasted 2 months, I think my dad is a fighter.. I'm so proud of him.. take each hour/ day as it comes x

That's such a lovely idea with the lavender and the bird song. I hope he really enjoyed it.

Does your dad realise he's dying? My dad seems to think he'll still get better. Even this week he asked the palliative care nurse when he'll start to feel better and she had to tell nicely tell him that he won't. It's heartbreaking!
 

Your dad certainly does sound like a fighter x