I'm a nurse and I know I should know about prognosis and treatment options but I'm finding myself researching about my grandads latest CT results. Primary diagnosis was renal cell carcinoma. Results have recently shown a renal cell metastasis to the stomach and liver. I'm finding it very difficult to come to terms with because I know that the outcome isn't great due to my grandads overall health. I'm just needing someone to talk to about it all. Any help and support would be appreciated.
I'd also like to add that I find it very hard to speak to my family as they always ask about my grandads condition. I also seem to be known as the nurse and that I too have emotions in all this. Is there anything that I could do without coming across as a terrible person.
