Hi all , 

I posted on here not long ago just asking about palliative radiotherapy . As it has been offered my mum . Since then we've been struggling to control her sickness & pain at home so the district nurses made a referral for her to go into the hospice . She went yesterday . I visited this afternoon , she wasnt good , she was sleeping a lot . She's got a sickness driver in and she's on morphine patches and oxycodone . I'm her nominated visitor as this virus has disrupted normal practices so it's only one visitor allowed . I'm not sure if the hospice is a temporary or permanent thing . The consultant has said he'd like her to try palliative radiotherapy if her strength can be built up . I'm not getting my hopes up . I'm just  cherishing anytime with her to be honest at the min . It's hard .. it's a deep emotional pain i can't describe . Anybody else going through anything similar xxx