Hi everyone.

In my post last week I was talking about mum being in the hospice and screaming and shouting that she wanted to come home, which today she has. She has carers coming in 4 times a day but unfortunately I have had to move out because I mentally cannot cope with caring for her 24/7. 

I got her home and moved a few things around today, made notes for the carers on where things are and brought some drawers down for clothes and have put them in the front room where her bed is currently but I feel so so guilty leaving her there on her own, she seemed really upset but I've been really struggling with my own mental health recently due to my mum's illness. 

Has anybody else ever been in this situation? I will be visiting her as much as I can daily and I'm only staying 10 minutes away from home.