im 15 and my dad was diagnosed with cancer last february(when i was 14). its the worst thing for anybody to have to go through and i really dont know how to cope. he has a cancer in his stomach which is at stage 4. he was given the all clear in august but a month or two later it came back. it really upset me because he kept talking about how things would soon be back to normal, and he was so happy. he started chemo again and soon after that we were told it had spread more and was at stage 4. this was devastating as we thought it would be good news. i dont really talk to anybody about it as i dont want my parents to see me cry about it and me and my brother arent close. my mum told me that she thought he was getting worse. i hear her crying every night before she goes to bed and he never has energy and is always sick. i used to do everything with him, and it breaks my heart to see him in pain.i have become pretty immune to it most of the time, but i really dont know how i can cope with it and im really really scared. i dont want him to suffer anymore and i just want him tl live a long and healthy life. if anybody knows anybody that somehow knows something that can really help him with pain or to shrink it or anything please let me know.i know its really unlikely but i want to try. i just needed to get all this off my chest<3
