Last August my stepfather was diagosed with a maliganat brain cancer, stage 4. He got surgery but sadly the cancer is back and yesterday we found out he has less than two months left. I feel so sad, mad but mainly powerless. It is not the first time I have to copy with cancer in my life as I lost my biological mom when I was 9 years old, but I guess it was different then because I was really young and I did not understand.. I am incredibly scared about the future, especially because I cannot imagine my life without him, he is one of the most important person in my life. I have a sense of guilt as well because I cannot be with him, he lives in Italy and I am in the UK and due to the current Coronavirus emergency I cannot even go home and say goodbye.. Everybody keeps telling me I have to be strong and that this is life but I refuse to believe it... If you had a similar experience and you would like to share it it would be so useful. Thank you!
