Hi all,

my wonderful husband (of 10days) was diagnosed with Chronic Lymphocytic leukaemia stage 0 in November. Completely out of the blue. Up until then he was a big strong fighting fit man with an good appetite and a sweet tooth. Since Xmas he is a different man.  Too many symptoms to list but he is not well, weak and had lost over 8kg. His consultant and gp think there is something else going on as his leukaemia is stable but due to the Coronavius crisis we are unable to get to the bottom of what is wrong. I am doing my absolute best to support him in every way I can but am struggling to hide my own fears that I may lose this amazing man I waited so long to find. I feel so guilty for thinking about myself when I am so lucky to have good health but my heart is breaking at not being able to help him. We have wonderful friends and family but I can’t bring myself to discuss how I feel with them and to let anyone know how worried I am. I feel so scared and alone .