Just these posts the last couple of days are helping, I'm sure it was the same for you but I've felt so lonely and lost and like it's only ever happened to my Dad. 

Sadly it's not but if strength can be shared from a sad situation surely that's a small positive.

My friend was amazing she turned into an Angel right before my eyes!!

The nurse mentioned something about have a family discussion maybe she meant with Macmillan support, something I'll bare in mind.

I know I keep saying thank you but this is what I needed. 

Congratulations on your new bundle of joy.

im sorry to hear about your dad it’s not an easy thing to go through especially with a newborn.

You are doing the right thing spending and doing things with him, with my mum I done a bucket list but she didn’t have the energy to do any of the things so I’m going to do them in her honour, she also had health issues which stopped her having radiotherapy and chemo messed with her medication.

im here if you need any advice or just a general chat x

These post are helping a lot and now I can help people going through what I went through, when my mum got diagnosed I didn’t know anyone that had a family member with cancer so it wasn’t all new to me and I just didn’t know where to turn to, but I’m here if people want to ask questions and just a chat.

Yes Macmillan was so lovely, Rennie grove took over once my mum was in palliative care and I couldn’t have thanked them enough for the way they looked after my mum x