Hi I kinda fill the same as you... I'm desperate for answers but dont get much back from here... I'm 27 I live with my mum and my son who is 9... in August my mum was absolutely fine then on the 10th of August she fainted and after being told it was 101 things they finally done a pet scan then 4 weeks ago found out it was stage 4 breast cancer and had already spread to her bones... I fill helpless and desperate my mum is my world and has done everything to support me and my son... we've never had to deal with anything like this but HONESTLY the fort of losing my mum is unbearable I'm scared I wont cope and I'm scared il want to leave with her ... I hope in some way explaining what I'm going thru reassures you that u ent the only one... it's so cruel and I question every minute of everyday why this is happening... nothing will help me but if I can help someone else that's all that matters... from Emma. X