Hi there ..

So so sorry your going through this ... there's no info books like they have with pregnancy... or parent hood ... and endless ways to cook food .. but this .. so many just want help recognising or how to do things .. or where to go in their area .. just left out confused ..

All I can say is if it was me I'd call Marie Currie... they specialise in this area ,.. think that would be a good start .. have your questions written down so you don't forget anything .. and write down any info they give you..

From what I've learned on here, our bodies shut down some slowly some quickly .. and most inbetween ...  my heart goes out to you ... and you can always chat on here .. it's a great place to vent too ...  so sending you a vertual hug...  let us know how it goes ...   Chrissie xx