My dad was diagnose with Lung cancer and given 3 months to live. He died 3 months later. I looked after him for two months and spent another month off work for funeral, estate ect as he lived abroad. I went back to work and when my manager decided to move me again I asked why disrupt me of all people-I stayed  another month then quit without a job!! I temped as a lecturer my former profession and just as I am starting to look again at full time jobs outside of teaching I am hit with the one year aniversery and my cousins diagnoses who is also like a father/brother ro me since I found out it is terminal.I am now in pieces morning my dad finally and now my cousin, all kicked off by attending my uncles furneral yesterday. I feel the people  that love and care for me are all gone mom, dad and now cousin will soon be gone. World seems so empty and pointless righ now. Because my dad lives in anothercountry we didn't see each other often. Suppose I need to go back to some counselling-just feeling scare  and fed up of loosing  people