My Brother who is only 40 has been diagnosed with terminal cancer primary kidney. This has devastated our whole family worst of all his 2 daughters 15 and 18. I spend most my days pretending it's not real, they must have got it wrong?! Then when I close my eyes at night I see what lies ahead. My mom and dad losing their son, me and my siblings losing our brother and my nieces losing their dad. I cant bear to see him going through this knowing the outcome is the worst possible. Hes been in hospital once already and still manages to smile and be strong. I need to be strong for him but dont know how. My heart is broken. I'm not ready to lose my big brother. Life is so cruel, why does cancer exist, why does it seem to affect all the good in this world. It's just not fair.
