When he got diagnosed , he kinda been shutting himself off , I would like to spend time with him but right now it’s very hard for him to spend time with me when he doesn’t know how it will last. My dad is the most admirable person I have ever met even though he got diagnosed 2 years ago this October he still continues in his work with his job which is a surgeon where he has to see people everyday with same thing he has and some not surviving , he even thought of giving up his job that he loved for so many years because he just couldn’t handle seeing what his fate could be. I know I’m not the  only  one going through this and I’m sorry that it has happened to you xx but sometimes I wish my only problem is trying to get through high school like everyone else in my year.