just feel so mentally tired, was suppose to have a appt with my daughters consultant today but my daughter didn’t want to go to the appt she said she just wants to stay in her bed, I tried my best to persuade her that we should attend this appt but she just didn’t want to go , she has chemo tommorow but has said to me that she’s not sure if she wants to go to that either ,part of me feels like she’s had enough of all that comes with her cancer diagnosis  a dr and a McMillan nurse are coming to see her tommorow and assess her to get a place in a hospice she,s been in before for symptom control ,rest and cared for 24,7 , I won’t stop encouraging her to fight this cancer but I understand she is tired this is been going on for the last 2 years