So sorry your going through this emotional time right now ..
I can so understand where you are comming from .. but you owe him nothing ... it's a parents duty and honour to have children .. children are a mirical given to us, to love and protect as best we can ..
I think your right .. your grieving for the love you wished you'd had... what we'd all want .. and your mum must have gone through so much ... and she's stuck by you .. that's where your love needs to stay ... your dad's had the chance to make amends , but never did ... yes l dont know any one that was a perfect parent .. but that's forgivable ... but does he really deserve you now, maybe you can forgive him .. but it's not up to you to have to make things right .. that's a parents job ...
So hold his hand ... tell him you forgive him for not being there .. then go home to your mum, and give her a big hug for always being there .. even in tough times ... she must be very proud of you ... Chrissie xx
Then he should be honered to have a daughter as amazing as you ... you must take after your mum .. you do whatever is in your heart ... and how wonderfull to have a mum that will go with you ...
If you do this , no matter the reaction .. and I prey he'll grab that time to reflect and see the wonderful daughter he has... and whatever happens , you can hold your head up high ... and know you did this for him, but for you too ... l can't say enough though, what an amazing mum you've got there ...
