Just wanted to join the forum for a bit of support. Mum had a sarcoma in her left bottom cheek in June last year but due to hospital failings only received surgery/treatment in November. She has recently had a CT scan which shows that the cancer, although tumor removed, has spread to her lungs and is incurable. She startes chemotherapy at the end of April. It has all come as a complete shock, and i cant help but think too far ahead. I am trying to be strong for my mum and my family but then i feel guilty that i am not falling to pieces every minute of the day. I am trying to be positive about the chemotherapy but with everything that has happened, I just can't evade all those negative thoughts.