Hi, we found out 3 weeks ago that my mum’s lymphoma is terminal and I just can’t accept it, I’m trying to be positive and strong but it’s so hard. 

My mum has started taking an oral chemo tablet to try and keep things at bay but she has lost weight and is so lethargic. 

I’ve stopped working for now and I stay most nights or at least until she goes to bed but it’s so hard seeing her like this, I’m hoping and praying this tablet will help and I’m trying my best to help her out weight back on and wash her etc. 

My dad hasn’t really accepted either and doesn’t say much and my other siblings are just carrying on with their normal lives. I feel angry at this :( I’ve stopped my normal life to help my mum and I have my own business and my own family a partner and son but my mum needs me more right now. 

I don’t know how to accept it as I pray for a miracle daily in the hope this chemo drug will give us a lot more time but I constantly feel sick with worry :(

any advice greatly appreciated