Just want to let it all out.
My mum was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer after being turned away from the hospital and being told she had a pulled muscle and then a hernia. By the time the diagnosis was made it was too late.
Since the diagnosis in September I took her and my dad to the church they got married in, their courting places and to the places they loved visiting She made my daughters 16th birthday, Christmas and her wedding anniversary. We made some special memories
My daughter and I support my mum and dad every day even though I work and my daughter is studying for her exams. I would not have it any other way. I wish my brother and sister would help but they don't.
Up until now I have been so strong.. only cried when alone but today my mum did not know who we were and my heart is broken.
She only has weeks left and I can't bear the thought of losing her. I don't talk about it and I know I should.
I will continue to smile and tell my mum every day how much I love her.
I'm not asking for responses . I just wanted to let this out
