Hello, I need some advice badly.

I have been having health issues lately, regarding the two tumors, and , since it's Christmas, there is little I can do, but that's not my main concern. My partner is really abusive towards me, and I could use a good coping strategy. I'm crying almost every day and I haven't even got the strength and willpower to get *** checked out. I'm so tired.... I'm sorry to be obnoxious, as all of you are going through much more and I empathize with each and everyone of you....

Merry Christmas, though a bit delayed, and sorry.