My mums being diagnosed as terminally ill, she’s deteriorating fast and I just feel so empty and lost, I try to pretend its not happening but I’m faced with reality almost every day when I visit her and stay over. I know it’s not about me and I can’t imagine what my poor darling Mum is going through. But I just feel like every thing around me is crumbling and I don’t know what to do :( I want to help her and fix things but I can’t and it’s killing me :(