Hi I just wanted to say that since my last post a lot has happened, my husband has terminal lung cancer, it's spread to his brain now. Treatment has stopped too, I see a difference in him everyday, his memory is not great, forgetting a lot, his legs are getting weaker, breathlessness.  It's that hardest thing for me to witness, that my husband is slowly dying in front of my eyes..I am just thankful that I have great kids, supportive family who are there for us both. It's important that we have that support, it helps us get through the darkest days but when we have a good day, like yesterday as we all went to my sister's wedding and had a great time, it reminds me that we are just a normal family but just happen to be living with cancer. It's important for everyone to make great memories and treasure them always x ️