Hi there ...

Don't give up yet ... we have a lovely lass on here, who helped me when I was scared at the beginning.  [@Jolamine]‍  ... she had two bouts of breast cancer ... and she's still here years later , still helping others .. many on here have had secondaries... and yes it is scary all over again .. but your mum kicked cancers butt once .. I'm sure she can do it again ..

This cancer wants you to panic.. it wants to knock you down so you don't get up and put those old boxing gloves on and step back in the ring , ready to take it on again .. yes it's no easy road .. but there's lots of us here .. if we all get in that ring together .. I'm sure we can get it on the run ... 

If you can get all those feelings out .. then get ready to stand with your mum one more time ... to hold her hand again ... I lost my mum to a massive heart attack.. fine one Monday morning.. at 5.20 that day she was gone .. and she was my world and my boys best friend too .. I never got the chance to even say good bye, or tell her how amazing she was and how blessed I'd been to have her for my mum .. l was 36 at the time ..  you have the chance I didn't ... share tears, hugs, and tell each other all your heart needs to say .. and admitting your both scared too .. if you can do this, you'll give her the strength she needs for round 2 ..  Sending you both a big vertual hug ... Chrissie