Wife had wipple then 1 chemo. Turned ill cancer in liver now suggesting diff chemo purely pallative. Ian in despair every day seems blacker I don't know what to expect &feel very lonely &isolated .Ian now awake most nights .Wife in hospital cos of blood lots which there dealing with in view of getting her home to build up to pallative chemo.it's so bleak but my wife at present as ed ms positive and just wants to get home to some normal days of chating to family cup of tea out potter round shops etc .
