I’m a bit lost really, my dad was diagnosed 3 weeks ago with Meso and given 3/4 months left, I never saw it coming and feel like I have been punched so hard I can’t breath. My dad is being so brave and my love for him has grown 10 fold. We went back to the hospital last week for the biopsy results; he has lost 4 kilos in 2 weeks and they are only going to give him one burst of radiotherapy for pain control, due to him declining they think it’s more weeks than months now. 

My mum is a trooper but struggling she is 72 and dad will be 75 on the 8th, I am doing everything I can to take the burden away and make them laugh but I can see they are both terrified, they have been together since they were 16 & 18yrs, I have so much emotion and pain that I don’t know where it has come from or what to do with it; and I know he is I need so much pain  we are not ready to let go yet.

I’m so so sorry for families that are going through past and present and hope they are doing well xx