Hi there molilmo ...

I'm afraid there's no easy way round what your going through at the mo ... this is gonna be one of the hardest things you'll ever do in life ...

But try to live in the day ... don't look ahead ... hold her hand on this last journey of hers ... take every day and make the most of being able to tell her how much you love her ... what you do now, will stay with you forever ... so pack every thing you can ... my mum died suddenly of a heart attack ... I never got a last day with her ... or even an hour ... just to sit and hold her hand ... 

So as hard as this is, take what I couldn't have... time to say good bye ... I'm sending you a big vertual hug ... take care of your heart ... Chrissie