My dad has changed so much since diagnosis and can get really angry over the least thing, I don’t take this personally and just listen to him vent, I refuse to say anything that I might later regret. Today was awful and I cut my visit short as I just couldn’t cope with dads anger any longer, it wasn’t awkward as I just said I was off home, I felt so sad, confused, hurt and numb all at the same time on the way home. I really feel like I can’t do this anymore but it’s just been a bad day and sharing my feelings here will hopefully help me to get it out of my system.
