I’m so struggling at the mo, dad has had two massive operations for bowel cancer and has only a small section of small bowel left. He has ileostomy, urostomy and a micus fistula. He has been so strong and brave but the cancer is back and doesn’t have much time left. Every day he is weakening, he’s wasting away before our eyes. My mum is very fragile and is struggling to cope. I don’t know where to turn. The thought of losing my dad, my strength and my hero is terrifying beyond words.