All this within 2 months - 
We are at our wits end.. 
How does anyone cope, my dad its worse, hes going to have chemo, but they doubtit will do anything - 
Its killing us all - i am sure there are many peoiple out there in these situations, i dont even know posting here will help - but its nice to type it all out on paper - we have not told our kids yet as they are doing exams. Most of our large family knows - why does god do this to us! we have all been good people - my dad is one in a million - 
Anyway - ill put more up soon   - PK