Like so many posts I am new to all this. Four years ago by pure chance we found out that my wonderful mum had kidney cancer. The kidney was removed and relatively speaking life continued as before. Then 12 months ago they found a node on the lung... now that' grown to two. And so the marathon has begun....starting with sutent which seems to have knocked her for six and who knows what' next. No one asks for this and I know I need to make the most of now ... we could get a few years which is more than most. But right now I am so angry at this cruel disease, I want to scream its not fair, I want to run away and hide. Why my mum, why us, what happens if the drugs don' t work? How will i live without her? All these questions and emotions spinning around. Tomorrow I will pick myself up but tonight I need to RANT. Thank you!
