I found out yesterday that my mom might have cancer. I haven't heard the results yet but I'm worried. I just don't even know how to deal with all of this I'm a 20 year old in college and the only reason I know about all of this is that my dad thought I should know. I think my mom wants to protect me by not telling me yet but I'm just really scared.
I'm an only child too and my dad has health problems too. What am I supposed to do? I just don't know how to deal with all of this. I know its not definite but I already feel so alone.
Part of me just wants to drop everything and spend as much time as I can with my mom. The other part knows she would want me to focus on my education. But she's my mom. My best friend.
Why my mom? To me she's the most amazing person in the world. She's the one I always aspired to be when I was a kid. I always thought that she would live a long healthy life. But now what? What am I supposed to do?