My Husband died last evening

When told he had weeks i wished it was months, now 12 weeks on and i was wishing it had been weeks. He is now gone and got his 3 wishes; no nurses coming round, remaining at and dying at home and no morphine. Despite this I called a Doctor for pain relief, the Doctor wrote out a prescripton for Oramorph and left, my husband died about half hour later. I am slightly confused because the Doctor did take his blood pressure but I never asked what it was. My husband was babbling and moving in the bed and yet only an hour before I could not wake him despite holding his face and moving his head trying to stir him. I think he may have possibly gone into a state of being semi comatose. Yesterday morning 23rd I woke up a wife which is now translated to Widow,  you *** Cancer you.

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