My husband has been diagnosed as terminally ill with pancreatic cancer in his early 50s and he is struggling. We have a primary age child and were in the middle of selling our home because of my job when he was diagnosed. Our son is 10 and of course acts,his,age. He loves his Dad but wants to be with his friends. I am trying to work as we still need to,pay the bills

i came home last night to discover our son in tears because he had told his Dad he didn't want to play with him at that moment  and my husband's response hadn't been great. My husband then told me he was off,to my mother in laws home as we,were both selfish. He did not want to wait at,home for our son to return from school. This,situation has highlighted why we need to move closer to my family , who are nearly two hours a way for support. I love my husband and feel that I have let him down in some way.  Left our home to clear my head, so this is being written in a car park near a costas . At the same time it appears nothing I do is right. I have lost my way a bit and am not sure what to do next.