Hello,

I knew from around a year now my grand-grandmother had cancer, but she seemed fine and i didn't think it was that serious. Since its Summer I was traveling to the Sea with friends and left my grandmother good looking as the day I saw her for the first time - happy and healthy. I had a couple of conversations during my vacation with my mother. She was always with my Grandmother and told me a couple of times she wasn't okay. When I came back from my trip i bought her a couple of things and I was really exited to show her the presents I got for her. Me and my Mother went to visit her. The moment I saw her I got shocked and i couldnt feel my legs. She was snow white, her Eyes were only half open and her Eyelids were with a red color. I felt terrible. My Mom had accepted she will pass away soon, but I just can't. My Grandmother raised me and it is really hard for me to let her go now and whenever. I dont know what to do or how many time I have left with her. She vomits and has pain in the legs. I think about her all the time. ..