My husband is in his late 20's was diagnosed with incurable bowel cancer 6 months ago. It has been the 6 months from hell. I'm only in my early 20's myself and finding it all very hard to deal with. Life shouldn't be like this, we had our whole life together planned. He deteriorates very quickly and then gets better, life is one big rollercoaster. During the last 6 months we've spent one month at home, the remaining time has been spent in hospital. I'm feeling alone and being so young makes me feel even more isolated.