Mum has cancer and I don't know what to do

Hi. I found out a week ago my mum had lung cancer which is also in her lower abdomen lymph nodes. She's had scans and a biopsy and we are waiting to find out the prognosis. I'm devastated, I'm so close to my mum and I'm terrified what will happen. Can't imagine life without her. She's being so strong and brave. I don't want to let her down. Feel like I want to scream. 

  • At the time it was so hard as I was there every min till my mum's last breath I broke down often not knowing wat to do but I think been a carer helped I knew what my mum needed I am pretty lost without my mum after her funeral I broke up with my long tearm partner I feel I need time on my own I just try my hardest to stay strong like my mum was so brave and she never once stopped laughing and smiling God bless x