My dad has had cancer now for 5 years , at the end of January 2017 we were told as a family they were stopping treatment there was noting more they could do. My dad is only 48 and had so much more to give to life . We were told by the doctors he would have a few days maybe two weeks . We are now at the end of march and as a family have no idea what is happening . After he spent 4 weeks in the hospice he decided he wanted to spend the rest of he's time at home. At first we were very nervous as we New we would be taking on a lot of the car . Doctors haven't said he isn't still going to die and my dad is such a strong man , I just feel like it's waiting to Veblen punched in the face. Our lives have completely stopped cause we want to make sure we are there for him and by he's side when it happens . I think deep down it's living in the whole of unknown, I don't want him gone but I don't want to see him suffering my head just constantly feels fuzzy . I am struggling with copying and wanted to know if I sound crazy or is this normal feelings to be feeling .