my brave hubby is fighting cancer for the 5th time he recently went in for an op the beginning of this month and half way through they had to stop as the cancer had spread they have said it isnt the end of the road and have said chemo and radiotheraphy will help but my main concern is he hasnt had chemo since september last year and the cancer has already spread and he is now waiting to start the next part but we havent had an appointment yet we are really worried about whats going on inside him he is too scared to go to sleep at night worried he wont wake up he is sill healing from his op and i feel so helpless we are such a positive couple but this is definately testing us :|
