Hi so sorry to read about dad it's shock when you told the dreading news that it's terminal and there nothing . I know too well what you going through mix emotion disbelieve etc . My mother was first told she had bowel cancer two year ago we was totally shocked because the doctor was treating her for cramps and give her tablets . Anyway she had op removed two turmours and she had to have chemo she was so ill with chemo she was also in hospital for month . July this year she went for scan and they found mass they wasn't sure if it was on her ovary or bowel turned out be on her bowel . In octoctober she had phone call from cancer doctor my mother thought she was going to talk about what treatment she was haven . Only to be told that it was inoperable and there nothing they can do my mother phoned me to tell me the dreading news I was in shock I put the phone down I was screaming I phoned my partner he was in shock he came home from work we went straight up my mothers . We all just sat there crying none of us could believe what was said my mother was saying she don't want to die . It's so hard my mother doesn't want to know how long she got its night mere . That all we can do is be there and spend much time we got left we trying to keep things as normal as possible it's so hard I try to put brave face on when I see her but inside I'm screaming my heart broken . Try and go and see you dad he needs you more now that ever . It's going to be hard for you all I should know I going through the same any time you need chat I'm here . Sorry for rambling take care x